Okay this is really weird cos apparently, I dreamt of you last night. I don't know if it's a good dream or what though. Anyway this one's for you.
Hmm I have so many things to say to you. And nowadays I guess it's great that we're still talking cos I still really wanna be friends. I mean, we weren't really in a relationship.. But I liked you a lot. Haha in fact you were my first crush :P so I was young and naive last year and I always thought that I'll grow up to be your girlfriend and marry you when we're older cos you liked me back too (gosh this sounds so primary school haha) then at the last part of last year you started being very cold to me and you didn't tell me why. Well you could've just told me you didn't like me. But I asked and you told me in the end anyway. And then I was totally broken. Yeah. I'm not used to describing sad things so let's just say I was really really sad. Thank God it was during the holidays cos I don't think I could've handled it if I were to see you almost everyday at school, being in the same class and all. I couldn't stop crying and stuff. It was horrible, very heart pain ah. Hahaha, eek, this is awkward :P but anyway I like you so much that I guess.. I dunno.. Actually I think I loved you. Yeah but I only realised that after you left and I went into misery mode. Anyway if i knew before i dont think i would have to guts to say it to you.. Haha and i bet you didnt think i was that serious about you. Oh, Love hurts.
But just so you know (though you won't be seeing this) you were always great. You were wonderful. You always cheered me up when I'm down. You know just what to say all the time. Every time I see you I get this nice happy feeling, like I want to jump up and smile like crazy and shout your name. Hahaha gosh I'm weird :p and how I love our inside jokes (: talking to you never got boring or old. You never made me feel insecure (: I always loved it when you came to sit next to me in class even though your friends are just right behind (: and that monkey you bought me, i'll always love it (: haha okay, any mushier and my readers will be puking.
So I'll just end here. Though it took me so long to get over you, all the pain and crying, I'll never forget those happy memories you left me with (:
This one's for you, Twinnie(:
Dedicated to you,
Ex crush (:
