I guess I've been living in self-denial for a pretty long time..
Everyone's been telling me you're a flirt and all that.
Deep inside I might think you are, but you're just doing all that without knowing.
Whenever people say that, I just keep denying it, finding excuses for you. For myself.
Maybe it's because I hate it when people insult my friends, no matter how true that insult might be.
Or maybe it's simply because you mean a lot to me.
I might just be convinced this time...
But I truly truly know that deep down I'm still making up stupid excuses for myself. Uselessly defending you.
Well, it's okay now cos you're no longer my business...
Okay. Rephrase. the last part sounded mean.
I meant that I hardly mean anything to you so I should stop caring so much and start letting people think what they want about you.
Well I'll still defend you though. Because despite everything you put me through, you're still my friend.
And I love my friends.
Had the shock of my life today.
There was Council Exco interview :O
What in the world.. Really shocked me.
我还没有心理准备!
Well I went into the room with Phyo..
And as expected Phyo totally over shadowed me T.T ( is that the right word to use? )
Everything he said was better, more reasonable than why I said.
Well not that I blame him cos I naturally am much childish-er than he is.
I mean.. CAN ANYONE SEE ME, RACHEL LIM, AS PRESIDENT OF TK STUDENT COUNCIL?
Probably not, right?
I doubt I have a chance but at least I gave it a shot (:
Many things I regretted NOT saying but oh well, it's over and I guess we'll just have to wait and pray for the best!
Fingers crossed!
Photo credits to Chen.