School has started!!
Well, not for me though. Being the Student Council ExCo, we have to oversee the sec 1 orientation. This means that we're missing lessons ):
Honestly I'm sure if I should be happy or sad because WE'RE MISSING LESSONS!! but.. O levels are this year....... Well I'll just go with sad because O levels are scary and I am unprepared ):
Since Wednesday we dancers have been practicing our CCA recruitment dance non-stop. AND TOMORROW IS THE DAY. Yes, it's finally CCA Recruitment. Time to elbow other CCAs away so we can pull in as many dancers as possible.
And of course, we also have the performance... I am so nervous.
And I know this sounds real shallow but I hope I'll look really pretty tomorrow HAHA
Had a pleasant train ride home with Chen Neng today after dance (:
These are the times when I think about how blessed I am to have him. We can talk endlessly about anything and everything.
Just like Tze An and Caleb too (:
(And Raymond though we hardly speak nowadays ); )
It's like, you can just talk about all sort of crap and look unglam and stuff in front of them and still feel comfortable. How to not treasure these kind of friendships?
Plus the best part is that these guys don't misunderstand and think that they and I could be more than really good friends now.
I really just hate it when someone gets so close to you till you're all like siblings and then it all goes down the drain because he would start to like you (that way). These kind of things never end well.
Why waste a perfectly good friendship right?
Besides, I guess if a boy really cares about a girl he wouldn't keep pushing and pushing and putting her in such a difficult position where she has to choose between hurting him and leading him on.
Meh. Anyway, here's me and twinkles saying bye :*
