Wednesday, 30 October 2013

Jam drops


Baked after my O level History paper today! My first time trying out jam biscuits but oh thank God it turned out great! 
And have you guys ever been burnt by hot jam? 
Don't try it. It sticks to your skin and bubbles (': 
I hate it that I feel as if O levels are over. I know full well that the last few papers are extremely important BUT I CANT HELP IT! I'll study tomorrow okay. Probably. Maybe. 
Anyway, the jam drops were fantastic! Even my dad said so and that's really high praise :-) 
Yum. 

Okay besides baking, I cooked too. 
AT THE SAME TIME.
UH HUH.
THATS RIGHT. 
WHO'S THE MASTERCHEF. HAHAHAHA 

Meh it was just spaghetti so no masterchef then. 
Doesn't look very sppetising but it was gooooood. (Or maybe because I was hungry) 

So that's basically what I did today. 
All I did today. 
I really really love feeding people so much. More than eating food myself actually. 
I love it when people eat what I cook or bake and I love it when people compliment me on my culinary skills (ahem.) 

The past week of exams has been really stressful but what I'm really grateful for is firstly, God. 
Really I think I've never been so close to him before. Sometimes my heart beats so quickly when I enter the exam hall because I'm just so anxious and so scared. It wouldn't stop, it just keeps hammering on. But when I stop halfway through my paper to pray, it just disappears. And I would still have enough time to finish up my paper! Praise The Lord indeed (: 

Secondly, I'm really grateful for my girls. When I'm with them it's like I just can't stop laughing and talking and ahhhhh I just love them so much. I constantly worry about what I'm going to do if I go to a new school, with no friends. I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS. And what if no one wants to be friends with me because I'm not outgoing and stuff?! 

LASTLY, my parents. I have to picture but my parents have been really supportive. And even though I can see how badly they want me to go to a College, they still tell me that I should be the one choosing where I want to go. Plus they don't give me pressure and are constantly being herbal drinks for me so WOOHOO big love for them. 

So here's a last photo of myself and a jam drop. 
Don't stare at it for too long. Or I'll start to look like a donkey. (I bet you're staring now) 
Xx